There’s nothing more disappointing than giving up on someone whom you want so badly that your life feel so incomplete without them but you need to die inside Everytime you see them because you know they don’t think about you the same way. You can try hard but after some time you will not feel the same and that will be the most darkest point of your story. At that point, You wanted them by your side to give you a reason to stay. There was no hope to be seen by your side. You wanted love by only one person you always dreamed to be together and what you got? Nothing but ending up doubting that you don’t deserve to be loved. But let me tell you something love is something that keeps you happy, give you a reason to smile, be your every day sunshine.
People should go, find love, be happy and just be together because when you gave up, you lost yourself too.
Don’t gave up so easily some people can’t find their way back together and that’s how something they claimed beyond there little infinity turns out to be”
Where did you go?
I’ve been waiting for you to pick me up when I fall and take me on your shoulders and says, there’s my little princess need to be.
“Up above all.”
When someone ask about you my eyes crave just to see you once again because I’m looking for you so that I can hold your hand and walk around with you saying yeah he’s here, he’s my daddy to all of them who ask about you. You taught me how to play cricket back then and you brushed my hair like a boy and make me believe that this world can be a better place to be with when I have you because I know you are always there to protect me to teach me to hold me.
Where did you go?
All the things you make me learn I wish you can see me now how I’m changed since you’ve gone. How much I’m thinking of you and crying over just to be with you again. How much I’ve grown up but there’s a part of me which is still stuck when you and I played cricket while waiting for the school bus to come. Where you do all the painting and I sit right in front of you and watch you so that I can do it on my own painting some day, well you let me colour in your drawing of mountains and that small river coming from in between and a small hut near the river there were grasses and birds which looks like letter “V”. There’s so many things which I can collect from my memories of you and I’ll never stop collecting more. Because this is all I have now memories of us.
You’re not coming back.
The worst regret is that I don’t have our last conversation. And now you’re gone and I’m stuck there is no where I can go.
I need you so that I can see you once again, hear your voice, hold your hand and most of all to be loved by my father which I miss a lot.
There’s always something left unsaid.
You don’t know how life is when it strikes you so hard that you start questioning about everything. You loved someone and then you loose them from your life but what about the memories, may be you can learn how to be without that person but what to do when memories hit you back and break you down. This is not about that person but this is what you have inside you that calls you every moment when you were together. You’re afraid that one day they will pass by you as a stanger and it will broke you because you really wanted them to stop by right there in front of you looking back at your face with those glittery eyes like they were too waiting to see you and talk to you after so long. It’s been Already so much you both have been through and all we know is that we can fight more. You want to say so much to them in that very moment but there’s always something that is left unsaid and may be if you leave it will be unsaid.
Give it a chance may be someday you’ll look back and wish you’ve taken it.
INFINITY AND LOVE.
They laughed together…they even cried together…they fought with each other many a times. But, what matters is that they fight against all the odds and come back together. There’s a thing about love no matter how much mad you get from that person you love, you can’t stay away from them. Two people can be in love immensely to the bits like,
“His girl”. The girl who changed his entire life, who made him go crazy after her. The love of his life. The girl who is so beautiful that you can’t take your eyes off her. All you want to do is just stare at her and watch her do all those little things which she does that will make you more crazy for her, like when she tuck her hair behind her ears, when she roll her sleeves up when she wants to have an argument, when she make that cute little puppy face when she wants you to accept what she wants so that she could win…and at that all you could think of just kissing her and you have never let her win intentionally she always wins by herself. You can never win from her because you lost your heart to her long time ago. The girl who made him understands what love is. She is so special and she has no idea about it. The girl whenever she cries you just want to hold her and tell her everything will be alright. The best girl in the world and she’s mine.
She’s in love with him. He’s her guy for infinity, who will never leave her alone even in her darkest time. Who can go every way possible just to put a smile in her face. He’s her hero. She can always trust him that he’ll never let her down. His small gestures are so magical that totally wins her all at one and made her fall for him again and again. There’s no place anywhere other than his beside which can comfort her, because she belongs to him. He’s someone who no matter what situation is he is always in her mind and why not some people are worth for everything. Yes, he’s worth for everything in this whole universe. She just can’t stop thinking about him and she love this feeling. He’s just a simple guy for everyone but for her, there is a special thing about him which is only meant for her. The best guy in the world and he’s mine.
‘Love is something which is built from inside and makes you a better person that every single thing about that person seems to be beautiful and everything is perfect in your own world.’
I hope someday at some point of your life in the middle of nowhere you think about me.
I hope you’ll be happy in your life without me but I’m waiting for you when you’ll say there’s something missing in your life and that is me.
I hope you achieve everything in your life Which you always wanted but I’m waiting for you to say that you still lack something in your life and that is me.
I hope you sleep well at night peacefully but I’m waiting for you to say that I’m your 3am thoughts and you want me.
I hope you’re doing just fine without me but I’m waiting for you to come and take me back in your arms saying this is where I belong.
You and me.
I want you and I want us together nothing more.
Is it too hard to get? I’m not happy without you and Everytime I saw you I die inside. I want to be near you holding your hand where your fingers crossed in mine, feeling your breath as I lean on your shoulders. my home was in your arms when you used to kiss my head. I want you to know that I miss you and I miss you so much that I wish I could just run to you and hug you so tight and never let you go. I can’t think of anything else but sitting next to you looking at you doing all those little things which make me fall deeper in you. I don’t know if you feel the same way I don’t know if you miss me the same way I don’t even know if you think of me in your whole day. I don’t know anything about you now but I know about myself, I’m dieing without you every day and I’m not sure how much I can take more without you because I loved you with my heart and soul.
I miss you a lot.
People come and people go, and we get used to it that no one is gonna be with you forever. You try to build a infinity with someone and then they are gone. leaving a huge block in your heart. You actually miss the memories which you shared together. You miss so much and the saddest part of it is that you can’t even cry it out because you don’t want to go back again. You can’t be together neither you can be apart.
I was right behind you and I watched you fade away…
This is the most painful thing to see you going away from me and what I’m doing? Just standing there helpless watching my life going away. You don’t know what you’re to me. But what you did to me is something I never thought of. You destroyed me to the bits, you crushed my soul and still every crumbles have your name. This is you in me, every inch of me crave for you. I couldn’t get over you because I’ve dream about you every single night and,
There’s always some days in your life Which are so full of color that they don’t fade even in the darkness days. Those colors keep you alive and make you realize that everything will be fine. It’s just a cloudy day and sun will more bright than ever as you’ll come out to shine by your own.
This is officially my first post over here and I’m literally not very stable at emotional level right now so I’m giving it a chance to my writings so that I can express everything by which I’m drowning inside my own hell.
She was a normal happy go lucky girl. Then life took a turn, time changed and she’s left with unsaid words which she wants to scream out to the world but she’s broke to utter a single word. But I promise when she’ll come back she will be stronger than ever and no one will be able to pull her down.
There’s a rainbow waiting for her, it’s just she have to make through all the rain.